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Sunday, May 29, 2011

Marionette {yaoi story}


Written by: Heajoong Shim.

Starring: Jaejoong & Changmin
Yaoi!

Ch1
“so when is the new girl starting?” Changmin asked as he stood in front of the window stretching his arms wide, Jaejoong just shrugged and sat glaring at his phone “she starts today honestly I don’t know why we had to hire a new one I didn’t see anything wrong with the previous girl” Yunho walked in holding his new magazine “eh what?” “the girl do you even know her name?” “not me besides I don’t plan on even knowing her” “that not very nice” a voice had replied from behind the boys, “eh!!” Junsu turned round to see a white haired girl staring at him “guys I think that’s her” “who?” “ok boys save you all from idiocy how about I just introduce myself?” she smiled as she walked towards the boys who suddenly started to pay attention to her
“my name if you can grasp is Hea Yung” “grace?” “huh?” “you I mean your name means grace its Korean right?” Jaejoong replied hiding behind his book Hea smiled and giggled  “yes I guess it does well business then I made you all a schedule please keep this with you ok?” Hea handed them all the pieces of paper before bowing and sat on the window seat leaving the boys staring at her “um” “ok you are Junsu you like to play soccer, kind of quiet but inpatient” Hea smiled as he stood staring Yoochun looked and sighed before getting up “you mr ecliptic you like to over shadow everyone but when over shadowed you try steal the light, you also like to cook even though you hate to admit it, also you yourself are the studier and like to learn um did I miss out anything?” Hea looked at him before he walked out throwing the paper to the floor “um guess you upset him” Changmin smiled as he sat next to her and placed his hand on her head “what about me what do you think you know of me?” Hea looked and smiled “you are the shy guy pretending to be all cute and sweet but really you have a dark side and a secret but that secret isn’t such a bad thing oh and I have to tell you tomorrow when you wake up you will find a spot on your forehead” Hea smiled before moving his hand from her head leaving him gasping, Hea stood up and looked at Yunho before he nodded “right and now it my turn?” “if you wish” “sure lets have some fun” “right well you hmm how to say” Hea walked around him before smiling “you have gained a little weight but only three pounds so its easily rid of, also in a few seconds your phone will ring it will be a girl asking you to meet her but you cannot or you will lose your wallet” “huh?” “wait for it three two one” Yunho’s phone rang and he answered “eh how the hell?” “I don’t know I just know” “right well im gonna get something to eat leave you guys later” Yunho waved as he ran out of the room leaving Jaejoong and Changmin sitting there.
“you forgot someone” “huh?” “you forgot me” Jaejoong looked up over his book then looked right at Hea “ah well you are a little harder to read than the others but I will give it a shot” “sure” “hmm you like to read and study a lot, learning a new language to you is exciting, you like to be alone a lot but also are afraid of loneliness did I get it ok?” “not even close” he mumbled as he went back to reading his book “well guys I will leave you to read through the schedule I have to go prepare your flight for tomorrow” “good bye” Hea left the room and walked past Yoochun who was leant against the wall in the hallway glaring at the floor
“hey you” “huh did I say something to upset you  ’cos if I did I am sorry” “follow me I want to talk to you” “but I have to” “I don’t care” Hea followed Yoochun to the car park “get in the car” “you gonna kill me?” “no just get in” Hea got into the car then Yoochun drove

Ch2
Yunho was sat reading the text on his phone “hey is it me or have you put on a little weight?” he read the words then stood to his feet and yawned “hey” “what?” “wanna play soccer with me?” “no way” “it help you shed those pounds” “very funny fine lets go” Yunho and Junsu played soccer passing the ball to each other “hey is it me or does she seem a little off to you?” “dunno maybe we should give her a chance” “why?” “I dunno I just get the feeling she is important” “huh ok then well I don’t care” “course you don’t all you care for is soccer” “not true I care for you guys” “aww” “no I mean as a family you guys are my brothers” “aww little Junsu getting all girly” “hey knock it off”
Jaejoong hid behind the book reading the same page over and over when Changmin sat on the bed “hey” “what?” “she seems a little off” “I didn’t notice” “no you always have your face hid behind a book” “so?” “nothing” Changmin smiled before looking at the window “hey do you see that?” Jaejoong looked see what?” “that there” Changmin pointed “I don’t see anything” “look closer see?” “like I said” “look would you” “tch fine” Jaejoong put down the book and walked over to the window “where?” “there” Changmin grabbed his hands and pushed him to the bed before placing his hands on Jaejoong’s chest pulling up his t-shirt “what are you doing?” “don’t act like you don’t know” “Changmin get off me!” Changmin gently kissed Jaejoong on his neck as he caressed his chest with his slender fingers  “I said get off me!” Jaejoong pushed Changmin over and ran out of the room running past the manager and into the car park and got into his car driving to a secluded spot “what’s going on?” “with?” “Jaejoong he just ran past me” “I don’t know but  im sure he will be back” “he better or else” Changmin stood smiling as the manager yelled.
“so Hea why you say those things about me?” Yoochun looked at her as he pulled to a stop “because it’s true” “how would you know when you just met me?” Hea looked at him “I don’t know are you not that person?” she looked at him confused as he glared “you know I didn’t know you could be this bitchy” “huh but you don’t know me either” “let me give it a shot then” “fine” Hea looked at him “hmm you are shy but get on with your work you live to work, you never had a boyfriend you think they are a waste of time so why bother but you are afraid of being alone, you find it hard to trust so you hide, you have blue eyes but one has a scar on it from when you had an accident from childhood that has now made you scared of being close to anyone even those you care about but you have a special someone you want to get close to but are afraid he will reject you” Yoochun spoke his words hit Hea hard “ok let me out of this car now” “why?” “I want out right now” “but we are in the middle of nowhere” “so let me out please you are suffocating me I want out please” “tch fine there” Hea got out and slammed the door and began to walk back she didn’t even know the way Yoochun drove along side her and opened the window “look I shouldn’t have said anything” “I don’t care what you think” “but you do” “no I don’t” “I can see it” “look away” “why?” “I want you to” “truthfully we met once before” “I don’t think so” “ok at the club” “what club?” “when we were ten I followed you everywhere” “huh?” “the club the dance club I followed you everywhere but then you stopped coming” “I never went to any club now leave me alone” “fine” Yoochun drove away leaving Hea walking alone on the road looking at the floor
“tch what am I doing?” he stopped and got out “come on I take you home” “I cant not with you” “I promise I wont talk to you” “realsies?” “yes realsies” “tch fine” Hea got into the car and he drove her home.

Ch3
Jaejoong sat in his car listening to music suddenly the song flower lady played he quickly turned off the CD “tch what the hell did he do”  he asked himself questions trying to figure out his own feelings he liked that Changmin made the move it wasn’t the first time he had done this to him in fact every chance that he and Changmin were alone it always happened but Jaejoong liked it he was in love with Changmin but he couldn’t let him know “stupid” he yelled kicking his dashboard breaking the vent “crap”
“hey so is he back yet?” “nope” “where is he?” “like I said I don’t know” Changmin sat watching the sky when Yunho and Junsu walked in “hey” “yeah hey” “woah what went down in here the mood got all yucky” “yeah Jaejoong ran off and Yoochun has gone too” “right” “ok what part of stay in the room do you not find simple?” “tch we are bored” “so read or something im gonna go find those two oh and where is Hea Yung?” “she went to arrange our flights” “ah a good girl that one” “sure she is”
“hey does anyone else notice she went right after Yoochun did?” “nah she had to its her job” “right well I am going out” “you are not allowed” “like I care im going to find Jaejoong” “why not just call him?” “tried that three times no answer” “alright well I call Hea see if she can get through to him” “ok” Yunho called Hea’s phone “hello?” “hey have you seen Jaejoong?” “nope” “well our manager going mad so we need him back could  you try him?” “sure whats his number” “hey we are here” “huh who is that wait is that Yoochun?” “yeah he drove me home” “oh is there something going on with you two?” “no he just drove me home it is getting late” “sure” “well I call Jaejoong” “good”
Hea ended the call and looked at Yoochun “well thank you for driving me home” “no problem” Hea go out of the car and went inside leaving Yoochun to drive away,
Hea called the number Yunho gave her “hey Jaejoong?” “what?” “um sorry if I disturbed you but you have to get back to the hotel” “I don’t have to do anything you tell me” “its not me its your manager he is going insane and if he thinks I messed up im gonna lose this job and I love my job please just go” “no” “ok what is wrong with you?” “nothing” “Jae?” “don’t call me that” “sorry” “no its ok I am sorry I just need some time alone” “again with the alone” “huh?” “you don’t have to be alone you know look I know you have just met me but if you ever need to talk just know I am here for you ok?” “huh?” “I mean it” “are you alone now?” “me?” “yes?” “yeah im alone why?” “give me your address” “um sure” “ok I will come to you ok?” “um sure” Jaejoong ended the call Hea looked around her apartment was a little messy so she quickly cleaned it, suddenly a knock sounded at her apartment door “um?” “it’s me” “oh ok um please wait a moment” “sure” Hea quickly ran to the door and opened it Jaejoong stood glaring “um can I?” “what?” “come inside?” “ah right yeah sure welcome” she opened the door wider to let him inside “woah this place is huge do you live here alone?” “well” “ah boyfriend I forget” “no not that I just” Hea smiled as she closed the door and stood glaring at him “you have a boyfriend?” “no” “ah I understand” “no its not that I mean I like guys I just you know haven’t found the right one yet” “yet?” “yet”  he smiled at her “ah you want anything to drink?” “sure” “um follow me the kitchen is at the back of the house” “oh ok” Hea led Jaejoong to the kitchen as they passed the rooms and garden “um why is there a garden in the centre of your home?” “ah I designed this place” “I like it” “it took a lot of hard work” “you worked all your life?” “no just I worked really hard” “ah ok well I think it paid off” “kinda” Hea grabbed two bottles of grape juice and handed one to him “grape juice?” “yes sorry it is all I have right now” “no it ok I like grape its my favourite” “really?” “yep” he smiled as he took a sip from the bottle and looked around “so you live here alone?” “yes” “why?” Hea looked at him “just the way I like it” “right me too”
Suddenly Jaejoong felt happy for a moment “hey Hea could we be friends?” “huh why you need to ask?” “I just like to” “ok then Mr polite then I be your friend” Hea smiled.

Ch4
“ok is he back yet?” “not yet but he did email to say he be here in the morning” “ok good well you boys get some sleep you have a long flight in the morning” “yes sir”
“where are we going again?” “geeze Junsu didn’t you read the schedule?” “nope” “you should” Yoochun walked in holding his phone “what’s wrong with you?” “nothing I was just doing some stuff” “right well im going to sleep” the boys fall asleep Yoochun stayed awake all night searching his phone “ah there she is” he smiled as he emailed Hea the club picture
“hey Hea your phone is beeping” “ah right um I know it rude of me to ask but could you open the mail?” “how you know its mail?” “I have a different tone for each” “ah” Jaejoong opened Hea’s phone and opened the mail “hey it’s a picture” “another one?” “what do you mean another one?” “oh um I keep getting sent pictures by someone and its freaking me out a little” “right well just ignore them” “I do so wonder what this one is from?” Jaejoong handed her the phone “eh!” “what?” “it’s nothing” “right and by the look on your face it looks like you had just seen a ghost” “I did” “huh?” “a ghost from my past” “ah” “it’s me I  mean the club I went to when I was a kid” “let me see” “im the one in the blue” “aww cutie” “shut up” “who is the guy tugging at your hair?” “that Yoochun” “Yoochun?” “yep” “as in our Yoochun?” “yes” “aww so getting this job was easy for you?” “no I had totally forgot about him when I left the club” “left?” “yeah I cant talk about it” “its ok” Jaejoong looked at her “hey I just noticed your eye has a scar on it” “I know” “is that why you like to be alone?” “um could we just go sleep its late and you have early flight” “right sure”

Hea lay in her bed she remembered Yoochun but had to forget him when she left  “Hea?” she heard Jaejoong calling her but she didn’t answer “Hea? Are you sleeping?” “no” “can I come in?” “just a second” she quickly pulled the covers over her “fine come in” “I didn’t mean to disturb you” “no its ok I wasn’t sleeping anyway” “are you ok?” “yeah but what is up with you?” “I couldn’t sleep” “oh well join the club” Hea laughed “hey you can sit you know” “but I don’t want to disturb you” “you arent” “ok” Jaejoong sat on the edge of the bed “wow hard bed” “yeah its comfy” “yeah” he stared at his hands “what’s wrong?” “nothing important” “hey no say that you can be important to someone you know” “I don’t think so” “why?” “nothing” “hey you wanna go for a walk?” “at this time?” “why not?” “sounds fun” “good lets go” Hea jumped out of the bed and grabbed his hands “come on I know a place you will love” “ah but Hea” “what?” “your shirt is unbuttoned” “ah eh oh hehehe” Hea buttoned her shirt and smiled “well im ready to give you a shot at this job” Jaejoong smiled “very funny” “well if those arent stopping you from getting a guy then what is?” “nothing like I said I havent found the right one yet” “ok” Hea took Jaejoong to a small forested area with a small lake “here” “wow where are we?” “secret” “right so how did you find this place?” “its mine” “this whole thing?” “yes” “um?” “look fine I tell you my mother and father were rich but they wanted me to have a normal life so they sent me to public school and I wanted to go the dance club so they sent me that’s where I met Yoochun we became friends right away it was sweet I never had friends before so I just didn’t know how to act so I acted like I didn’t notice him when we were learning new routine for the play I had to move away to another home, so I forgot him well I didn’t I remembered him I just had to forget it was better that way” Jaejoong looked at her “why?” “I had to just had too then when I was in high school I came home one day to find my father sat at the kitchen table holding a knife I dropped my bag and he chased me through the house I tripped and fell hitting my eye on the edge of  the stairs I passed out I thought I was gonna die but I didn’t I woke up in hospital with Yoochun in the next bed” “what happened to him?” “I was told if it wasn’t for Yoochun I would have been dead they his parents told me he had ran after me after he saw me and found me on the floor my father sat on top of me about to push the knife into my chest so he ran at him and pushed him away and out of the window Yoochun killed my father, my father killed my mother and was about to kill me but Yoochun saved me after that I just had to forget everything his parents didn’t want Yoochun to remember, because whilst he carried me out of the house my father had caught him and I couldn’t look at him after that” Hea sat on a rock looking at the sky Jaejoong stood glaring at her “wow I didn’t know” “that’s just it no one did and im afraid if Yoochun finds out he suffer he only knows me from the dance club nothing after that” “oh”
Jaejoong smiled “so um what if the right guy was him?” “I already considered that and I cant” “why?” “because it cant ok” “fine”

Ch5
Hea and Jaejoong walked to the hotel “alright boys?” “huh hey how she get in here I isn’t dressed”  “calm down its not like you have anything to show” Jaejoong smiled as Junsu hid his chest “ok relax if it makes you all feel better I will turn around whilst you all act like children” Hea smiled as she turned around suddenly she felt a hand on her shoulder and then a warmth close to her body “well I don’t mind if she sees what I got” Yunho whispered “get the hell off her before I break every bone in your arm!” Yoochun ran at Yunho pushing him away and wrapping his arms around Hea “woah calm down I was only joking” “not funny” Hea pulled away and slapped Yoochun “ouch” “don’t ever touch me again do you understand?” “fine I was only trying to” “I don’t need you to protect me I am not a child anymore” “huh?” “just hurry get ready I will meet you in the lobby” Hea stormed out of the room and ran down the staircase stopping to sit and catch her breath when she heard a voice “what the hell?” “stay away from me” “for some reason I cant” “you have to” “why?” “I cant tell you” Hea hid her head in her arms Yoochun looked at her and sighed then sat next to her and whispered “you know I remember when I found you on the floor that day” “huh?” Hea looked at him “I couldn’t forget I knew from then it was my job to protect you no matter what even when you are far from me I wanted to protect you” “but they told me you had forgotten” “I tried but I couldn’t so I pretended to” “but Yoochun you got hurt because of me” “I don’t care what he did was wrong” “Hey guys we gotta go” “right well now you forgive me can we start again?” “forgive you what?” Yoochun grabbed her arm and ran her down the stairs and into the lobby where they met up with he others “we all accounted for?” “let me check” Hea counted them “yep all here” “good now lets go before we are late you know how much I hate being late now lets go now!”
The manager and the boys made their way to the car waiting outside Hea stood and watched them leave “hey Hea I send the car back for you ok? You are coming with us right?” “yes” “good well see you at the check in” the manager smiled as the car drove away leaving Hea stood holding her notebook and bag “hey never mind them get in we will go” “Yoochun didn’t you just get into the car?” “yeah but I went out the other side” “right like normal then?” Hea giggled as Yoochun stood scratching his head “well?” “ah right I was just” “come on” Hea followed Yoochun to his car and got inside closing the door and opening the window Yoochun took a deep breath and sat in the driver seat before smiling and driving Hea stared out of the window the whole time when suddenly she saw the airport sign pass and leave her sight “um we just pass the airport” “I know” “but?” “I want to show you something before we leave” “we going to be late and your manager doesn’t like to be late” “who cares we just take a later flight and catch up to them later no big deal” “no big deal huh well I suppose not for you mr rich and famous right but for me this job is my life I need this or I don’t know…” “you wont know what to do” “huh?” “look I know you so I know this isn’t what you really live for just shut up and look” he pointed at a building Hea looked there were children dancing and laughing “this is why I brought you here” “huh?” “they were going to pull down the building but I wouldn’t let them so I bought it for you when I had the chance to” Hea looked at Yoochun “but?” “come on follow me that isn’t all” “why?”
He got out of the car and pulled Hea with him as he walked her inside the building “look” he pointed to a wall full of photo’s Hea walked towards the wall and looked “that’s….” “us see im stood behind you” Yoochun smiled “where did all these come from?” “I found them in storeroom and asked my mother to help me track more down so that if you did ever come back here you will remember your reason for living” “I know my reason for living and this isn’t it” Hea turned to face him “lets go we have to leave” “but you haven’t told me your reason for living” “I don’t care lets go now!”

Ch6
“hey where is Yoochun?” “ah he um turned into the seat you are sitting on” “funny Junsu say something more realistic” “he went out the other door before we left” “what?” “something about driving himself” “ok he better get here soon” “I think he will because Hea is with him and she is scary” “I know she’s the best out of the people who applied for this job” “yeah that’s it nothing to do with her being very cute right?” “Junsu I am five times that girls age I have zero chance of anything with her besides she made it clear she doesn’t want a boy” “wonder why?” “maybe she’s into women” “Changmin?” “what I don’t know it was just a thought” “hehe maybe she is maybe she isn’t we will never know” “I will when I get her alone” “Yunho I think if you tried Yoochun kill you” “funny but wonder why he got like that over her its not like he knows her” “I dunno seems like there is something between them but who cares I just want this tour to end so I can go to sleep” “Changmin you sleep enough” “ok enough guys hurry get to check in” “yes sir” the boys stumble out of the car and hurry into the check in before being escorted to a private room.

“um I have to go make a call” “hurry then” Jaejoong left the room  “wonder what’s up with him?” “probably forgot his book” “right he studies a lot” “so it will be helpful in the end” “eh Changmin?” “nothing I gotta go to the bathroom” Changmin walked out of the room to find Jaejoong “why is he I thought he was making a call” he smiled before following Jaejoong into the bathroom locking the door behind him and slamming Jaejoong to the wall “what the?” “you know I want you” “get off” Changmin lowered his hands into the top of Jaejoong’s trousers gently tugging as he pressed his body against his “I said get off” but Changmin carried on kissing him on the neck and shoulder Jaejoong closed his eyes he didn’t know what he wanted all he knew was the feeling of ecstasy Changmin was making him feel but more then anything he was feeling wanted even if it was by another guy all Jaejoong wanted was someone to want him,
Changmin unzipped Jaejoong’s trousers and took hold of his firm member “ooh so you do want me to do this?” he smiled as he gently caressed him “no get off me” Jaejoong panted but nothing happened “ah alright” Changmin smiled as he loosened his grip of Jaejoong but instead turned him towards the wall and stood behind him “what?” “like I said I want you” “no stop it!” but Changmin pulled him closer and began to gently tug at Jaejoong’s hard member getting faster “I… said.. Stop!” Jaejoong panted trying to catch his breath as Changmin moved faster  “get off stop it” but Jaejoong was too late Changmin had finished and stood licking his fingers as Jaejoong stood fastening his trousers “looks like someone kept that in for too long” Changmin smiled before leaving going back into the private room Jaejoong washed his hands and face then sorted his hair before leaving the bathroom, “Hea?” “Jaejoong where are the others?” “over in the private room” “sup bro?” “nothing” “alright relax” “hey Yoochun could you go check us in then leave me to talk to him for a second?” “yeah sure” Yoochun left them alone Hea stood staring at Jaejoong “something’s wrong” “no” “alright then shall we catch up?” Hea and Jaejoong walked to the others and waited for the plane.
A few hours passed Jaejoong stayed near Hea Yung so Changmin couldn’t do anything “alright the plane is here lets hurry” “good” the boys and the manager hurried to the plane but Hea pulled aside Jaejoong “you know you can talk to me if you need to right and I know there is something wrong” “there isn’t honest” “hey you two hurry it up” “yes coming” “sorry” Hea and Jaejoong got onto the plane and looked for their seats Jaejoong found his Hea was still looking when Junsu grabbed her ticket “yes Yunho gonna be happy” “why?” “you sit next to him” “oh no she doesn’t” “chill Yoochun nothing going to happen geeze chill” “fine but if he touches her I will” “stop it I can look after myself I am not a child anymore no I am not that child anymore im a whole new person” “im sorry” “tch” Hea took her seat next to Yunho who was smiling widely “nu uh don’t even get a thought or I snap you like a twig” “ok”

Ch7
Hea began to check the schedule when Yunho poked her “what?” “so what’s going on between you and Yoochun?” “huh nothing is going between us don’t be stupid” “so why does he act like he does with you I mean its been twice he has threatened to hurt me” “I don’t know now can I go back to finishing what I was doing?” “fine” Yunho stared at her writing “you write romantically” “huh?” “the way you hold the pen and how it leans towards the right means you are romantic” “what ever I always write like this” “so who the lucky guy?” “no one I am not into to guys” “what you mean you?” “eww no god no nothing like that I just  well it doesn’t matter alright can I go back to writing?” “ah sure” Yunho smiled Hea sighed “you know what im gonna go to the bathroom and when I come back I want you to just be quiet alright?” “huh” “look you are cute until you open that mouth of yours then the whole illusion is blown” “oh” Hea stood up and walked into the bathroom leaving Yunho speechless “wow she told you” “shut up Junsu” “eh what’s that?” “huh?” “the book it fell from her bag” “ah I don’t know” Yunho picked it up and flicked through there were drawings of apartment layouts and garden designs, dress designs then at the back was a letter Yunho read it *Yoochun I never meant those words I said in the hotel room I just misfired my words I guess I hurt you again once before we went through this and again you end up hurt see I cause this every time I am sorry please forget about me I beg you I just need to keep working I need this job, just the shock of seeing you again when I tried to lose myself from you like your parents warned me to I am sorry and if you want me to I will walk away again as I did before* Yunho read the words then looked at Yoochun who was sleeping “hey move a second I just gotta talk to Yoochun” “ok” Yunho walked over to Yoochun and tapped on his shoulder “yo read this but don’t let anyone know alright?” “who’s it from?” “you will know just do it ok” “alright when I can be bothered” “No! now it’s important” “alright chill I read it” Yunho went back to his seat and waited for Hea to return when she did he smiled “hey sorry for before” “eh it’s ok im sorry for yelling at you” “its ok I am a big mouth I like to be” “its ok ive had to put up with worse people before” “really?” “yes and now im here doing the job I love and im happy” “good well I will be more nicer to you ok?” “its ok just act normal” “ok” Hea looked over towards Yoochun “so you and Yoochun?” “ah nothing to each other” “right what I was gonna say is he could do with sorting out” Yunho laughed Hea smiled “really he looks ok” “im not so sure” Hea looked at him “right so” “hey Hea when we land I need you to arrange food for the boys ok?” “sure shall I ask them what they wanna eat now or when we land?” “it is up to you” “alright”
Once the plane landed Hea quickly got off and waited for the boys “alright I know a great place to eat here” “how?” “I studied here” “ooh cool what did you study?” “creative writing and dance” “ooh” “not just that I studied Korean but I didn’t pass that so well” “why aren’t you Korean?” “yeah but I failed on purpose I just lost faith” “right ok well food im starving” “well it’s a huge place how about you guys come with me we can eat there” “sounds good”  “alright come on” Hea took the boys to the restaurant “hey Hea’s here” “really?” the staff ran from the kitchen “oh my” “hey guys” “where have you been?” “I went back home” “really you didn’t tell us” “I did I left the note with Hyung” “he didn’t give it to us naughty Hyung  and who are these lovely looking boys?” “are they your boyfriends?” “eh no nothing like that” “ah sit, sit we get what ever you want” “no Obaasan I pay”  “no you are family I treat you as such now if I remember you want chicken fried rice?” “yeah” Hea bowed her head smiling as she tried not to cry “ok I will come back to get the other orders when you decide ok?” “yes Obaasan” Hea smiled as she lifted her head up “so what do you guys want?” “what’s on the menu?” “oh here” Hea handed them each a menu before walking outside “hey what’s up with her she changed all of a sudden?” “I have no idea” Yoochun followed Hea outside finding her sitting on the sidewalk “what’s going on?” “nothing I just needed to get some air” Yoochun sat next to her “here I think this belongs to you” he handed her the letter “huh where did you get this?” “it doesn’t matter but” “did you read it?” “well” “keep it I wrote it for you anyway” Hea stood up and walked back into the restaurant leaving Yoochun holding tightly onto the letter.

Ch8
“ok I know what I want” “good” Hea wrote them all down except for Yoochun’s “ok I go give it”  Hea walked into the kitchen and stood glaring “Hea something wrong?” “eh no, no everything is alright I came to give you the orders” “well there is only five here where is the other I counted six not including you” “ah well he will eat Omni rice it’s his favourite” “ah I see” “ok well you need help?” “no we have it you go relax and we can catch up later right?” “sure thank you Obaasan” “no problem sweetie” Hea hugged her then went and sat with the others “hey so what you order for Yoochun?” “anything” “right well he will hate that” “I couldn’t care less” “wow what?” “you heard” one by one they all stared at Hea then Yoochun walked in and sat next to her “what they looking at?” “I don’t know” “here you guys go”
“wow this is yummy” “thank you, hmm you seem polite maybe Hea will fall for you” “eh Obaasan no shh he isn’t my type” “im sure he is what’s your name?” “me?” Jaejoong looked up with rice stuck to his lip “yes you?” “um my name is Jaejoong” “oh loyal I like it sound perfect for my Hea” “Obaasan please” “ok, ok I stop I think im embarrassing her” she laughed as she left them eating their food Hea hid behind her hands “hehe first time ive seen someone act like that in ages its refreshing” “hey” “Changmin you don’t count” “why?” “you’re a guy” “so?” “shush so Hea is she family?” “not by blood” “how do you mean?” “I mean when I left Korea to come here to study I had no where to live so I used to sleep in their kitchen then one day they found me offered me a job to repay all the food I ate and then we just became a family since I…you know what that’s all that matters” “alright sounds like you were running from something” “was not” “right it doesn’t matter does it Hea” the manager tried to change the subject seeing Hea’s face suddenly change into one that looked like she was gonna kill someone with her chopsticks.

“hey Hea you remembered my food” “yeah” Yoochun sat smiling “heh?” “she remembered?” “um?” “nothing just nothing ok I just kinda saw it on the menu and I thought he wouldn’t like it so I ordered it but I guess I was wrong” “you hate him that much?” “I don’t hate anyone at all” “right because you are all sweet and innocent?” “look enough about me I have had enough about me” Hea slammed her hands onto the table before running outside and down the street before hiding in a old building she used to hide when she left Korea “what wrong?” “nothing you just don’t know how to shut your mouth do you?” “eh? This is all my fault?” “yes you just don’t leave things alone” “well maybe she shouldn’t work for us then” Jaejoong sat reading the menu Yoochun stood up “you know nothing about her she needs this job more than you know and you acting like that with her isn’t making it any easier for her you know she has had a very hard life up to now then she works and works to run away from her past but then you go and say all those things and…and.. Ah” “woah calm down we don’t know her but it is obvious you know her how?” Yunho grabbed Yoochun’s shoulders “she and I used to be friends but then something happened and she had to go away I never saw or heard from her again I had to forget about her but I couldn’t so I just got on with my life always thinking about where she was and what was she doing and who she was doing it with, wondering if she was happy or safe or.. Or I just wish I could have done more to protect her” “protect her?”
Jaejoong snuck away as Yoochun was talking “looking for Hea?” “yeah I just” “wanna see if she is ok?” “yes” “you will find her in the old building down the street she always hid there when her heart was in trouble hey don’t tell her though we bought it for her I was going to tell her later ok?” “ok I promise” “you are such a sweet lad” “um thank you” Jaejoong bowed and ran down the street and into the building calling out Hea’s name but to no answer Jaejoong stopped and sat on the floor “wonder if Hea is ok?” he sighed
“what is he doing?” Hea sat on a high bar swinging her legs as she watched Jaejoong looking at the floor suddenly Changmin walked in and right to Jaejoong  “hey found you” “stay away from me” “you know I cant do that” “Changmin stop it someone will see us” “like who we are the only ones here” Changmin grabbed hold of Jaejoong and pulled him closer before placing a kiss on his lips Jaejoong tried to push him away but gave into him Hea sat holding her hands over her mouth to stop her from gasping and disturbing them she watched afraid to move as Changmin pleasured Jaejoong.

Ch9
“Yoochun you care for Hea?” “yes always have but after what happened I wasn’t allowed to even think of her” “what happened what do you mean?” Yoochun shook his head “I cannot tell you it isn’t my place to do so besides I am afraid if anyone finds out she will lose her job” “no I wouldn’t fire her she has kept you boys in line hasn’t she?” “yes” “well I cant tell you I made a promise and I don’t want to break it”
Yoochun sat holding the letter Hea had wrote to him, “where Changmin go?” “no idea” “im gonna go play soccer for a while” “don’t go far we have to leave soon” “I wont” Junsu left, “so are you ok?” “yeah im fine” “I think we need a drink” Yunho smiled as he ordered more rice wine
“so what’s going on?” “ah Changmin where did you go?” “for a walk why?” “glad you are back um where is Jaejoong?” “how should I know?” “never mind he should be back soon” “oh are you talking about the black haired boy?” “yes” “ah he went to look for Hea” “oh sounds like he made a new friend” “well lord knows she deserves a good friend” “what?” “nothing” the woman smiled and left to go into the kitchen leaving the boys glaring Changmin looked angry “well hope she is ok” “she will be she is tough” “yeah”

Hea sat with her eyes widened as Jaejoong sat tidying himself and his tears falling “stupid I don’t want to be alone” he sniffled as he buttoned up his shirt Hea shook her head then took out her cell phone and called Jaejoong “hey” “where are you?” “im behind you” Jaejoong looked around “I cant see you?” “im sitting on the beam behind you look up” Jaejoong looked up “ah I see you um” “I saw everything” “you saw what we just did?” “yes” Jaejoong began to cry again Hea felt bad so she flipped off the bar and landed in front of him “look it matters not what I saw I wont tell anyone” “but?” “what you feel disgusting or is it something else?” Jaejoong looked at her smiling away “that’s just it I like you” Hea looked at him “so why you let Changmin do that to you?” “because I like it” Jaejoong scratched his head “uh oh its beginning to rain” “really?” “yes look” Hea pointed then grabbed hold of him “look at me you shouldn’t be ashamed of it” “but I don’t know what I want all I want is to be wanted I just don’t want to feel alone anymore” “why would you ever feel alone when you have all those guys around you and don’t forget your fans you cant even know the feeling of being alone” Hea suddenly got angry Jaejoong looked at her “why do you cry?” “nothing important” Hea turned to watch the rain before walking and sitting on a step Jaejoong looked at her he felt sad for her “Yoochun” “Yoochun has nothing to do with me not anymore” “huh so you do know him?” Hea looked at him “you really want to know? You really want to know the feeling of being lonely?” “yeah if it makes you feel better I will share it” Jaejoong stood looking at her “fine I tell you” Hea looked at the floor then sighed before looking back at him

“Yoochun and I were childhood friends we went to the same dance club together at first I thought he was a creepy kid who followed me around but then we became friends, we went to the same high school everyone thought we were dating but we weren’t I mean we thought about it but it never happened we were just good friends then one day he walked me home and I went inside ready to show my parents my grades but it was dark and I found my father in the kitchen holding a knife with blood on it so I ran to look for my mom but he chased me I tripped and fell hitting my eye on the edge of the stairs and I passed out”  Hea sniffled Jaejoong looked at her “so what happened after that?” “Yoochun saw where my mother was and heard me screaming for her then he ran in and found my father on top of me just about to push the knife into my chest he ran at him pulled him off and pushed him out of the window but…” “but?” “Yoochun got hurt because he saved me” “he wanted to” “so doesn’t mean he had to he should have let me die I would have been with my mother then” “and you wouldn’t be here” “I don’t care its not like I have a reason to still be here” Jaejoong looked at her and sighed “I don’t believe that there has to be something you want to stay for” “really like what?” “I don’t know hmm maybe to experience love” “well that hasn’t worked out at all” “why not?” “because every time they see this thing they run away” Hea pointed to the scar “but its tiny” “but its still there isn’t it?” Hea hid her face Jaejoong looked away before walking over and taking hold of Hea’s hand and knelt in front of her “look at me” “I cant” “why?” “im afraid” “of what?” “of what I want to do” Jaejoong smiled “and what do you want to do?” “kiss you” “kiss me?” “yes but I cant because you are in love with Changmin” “im not in love with Changmin” “huh but you two” “I don’t know what im doing”  Jaejoong lifted up Hea’s head and smiled before placing a kiss on her lips Hea was shocked she pulled her hand out of his but he pushed her against the pillar and leant into her his body pressed against hers as he kissed her harder Hea placed her hands on his shoulders he gently pulled her hands lower so they rested on his trousers  as he began to kiss her neck lowering each time until he reached her chest “no Jaejoong stop we cant do this” Hea moved away tidying her hair and looking at the rain Jaejoong smiled as he bit his lower lip “but you enjoyed it right?” “well yes but I cant love or feel anything for you” “why?” “because I love Yoochun” Jaejoong looked at her before standing behind her placing his hands into the front of her trousers and whispered into her ear “enjoy me whilst I last” “I don’t want to” Hea tried to pull away but she gave into him his touch was what she craved for years.

Ch10
“hey it getting late we have to be at the hotel in a few hours where are everyone?” “I don’t know well Junsu went to play football and we are here” “right well Hea sort everything out” “I think our manger is getting lazy maybe Hea should be our manager” Changmin laughed “hey no fair I got no one to be on my side” “aww its ok you do a fine job managing us boss” Yunho glared as he put his feet on the table “hey feet off” Obaasan slapped his feet off “ouch wow sorry” “you will be boy if you do that again” she smiled “right so why does Hea call you grandmother?” “she has no other family so here I am” “what she has no family how does that happen?” Changmin asked as he sat down “I no tell” she shook her head before clearing away the plates “why not?” “because its not my place to say if she wants you to know then she will tell you by the way feel free to call me Obaasan” “sure hey you need help Obaasan?” “sure thank you” Yoochun helped her clean away the plates and followed her into the kitchen “I know about you” “huh?” “look she still cares for you she never forgot about you” “how?” “she gave me this note to throw away seems she forgot to give it to you before she left I keep it with me here you should read it but do so when you are alone” Obaasan handed him the note and he placed it into his pocket before leaving the kitchen and sat glaring at the floor.

Junsu kicked the ball against the wall when he kicked it hard and it flew out of his sight “ah tch why do I do that?” he smiled as he scratched his head and ran after it “the hell is that noise?” he heard sounds echoing in the building so he went to see “what the?” he looked and found Jaejoong and Hea together “what the wow he knows how to move” Junsu laughed as he watched for a few moments before finding his soccer ball and leaving.
“Jaejoong?” “yes?” “we have to stop” “why?” “I cant do this not with you I just cant” Jaejoong kissed her and gently stroked her hair and smiled “don’t worry so much I know what I am doing” “it’s not that it’s well” “I  like this” “but Changmin?” “I like it this way better” Jaejoong smiled as Hea struggled to get out from under him but he held her tighter “just enjoy and let me in” “hehe too late for that” Hea smiled “funny” Jaejoong panted as he thrust faster.

“hey so when do we go to the hotel?” “in an hour have you seen anyone else?” “nope but I think Jaejoong will want his own room” Junsu smiled “why?” “he just seems like he would” “right well I call Hea and ask her to arrange it” “eh no, no I go to her I just saw her anyways so I ask her I need some air” “but you just got back here” “I need to” Junsu quickly walked to the old building “guys” “huh what?” “argh um nothing happened” Jaejoong covered up Hea so she could get tidied up “um you had better hurry manager getting angry and I saw what you two were up to oh Hea you need to make arrangements for Jaejoong to have his own room now” “why?” “I kind of said he would need it since you two are getting along well now” “huh we didn’t do anything” Hea stormed out and went to the others “Junsu she just needed cheering up” “and having sex with someone does that?” “well I don’t know I didn’t get to ask her” “tch Jaejoong you are a player” “I am not” “sure your not” Junsu and Jaejoong met with the others.
“ok I made a room change for Jaejoong” “how?” “well they said they couldn’t give you another room so I made a change um by the way Yunho im now your girlfriend but only for the room or id have to sleep in the van” Yunho smiled “no problem” “you touch her I will kill you” “Yoochun chill out im not going to so anything to her not unless she asked me to” Yunho smiled before Yoochun flew at him but Hea stood in front of Yunho and Yoochun hit her knocking her to the floor “Hea im sorry” “you stay away from me” Hea grabbed Yunho’s arm as he helped her up “ok we should go now”

ch11

“hey Obaasan I visit when im not busy ok” “you going now?” “yes im sorry I miss you” “no worry sweetie here take this with you” “huh?” “for your eye” “ah what” “it’s swollen” “right ok thank you Obaasan” “no worry be ok” Hea waved goodbye to Obaasan and got inside the van and sat in the back away from the others “hey you?” “huh me?” Yunho pointed to himself “yes you come here” “hurry it up we have to leave Yunho” “just a minute” “ok we wait in the van” the rest of them got inside as Yunho spoke to Obaasan “her eye” “what about it?” “give her this lotion it will help her” “alright I will make sure she gets it” “good make sure she uses it” “I said I will” “good now make sure she is happy” “huh?” “do as I say” ok” Yunho smiled as he got into the van and sat next to Hea but then Yoochun glared so he moved away a little “here Obaasan gave me this to give you um for your eye” “thanks”
The van drives to the hotel “ok I go check us all in” Hea quickly got out and hurried to the desk “hello um I have to check in” “name?” “Yung Hea” “ah yes those guys here are all the keys and your requested menu I would like to welcome you to our hotel may we handle your luggage?” “yes please” great please wait for a moment” Hea waited as the boys walked in “here are your keys to the rooms um this one was mine but its now Jaejoong’s” Hea handed them the keys the manager rushed them into the rooms leaving Hea alone with the luggage “Miss I am sorry I cannot find anyone to help with the luggage” “oh it’s ok I will handle it no worry ok” “are you sure it looks a lot?” “trust me I have carried more than this before so I be ok” Hea smiled as he giggled before attending to other people Hea looked and sighed before grabbing the bags and suitcases and took them to the elevator “heh no way I take stairs” she shook her head at the thought of carrying seven bags and three suitcases up the stairs to the twelfth floor, “Miss there is an elevator” “I know but I cant get inside” “why not?” “im afraid of small spaces” “ah well good luck” “yeah thanks” she smiled before walking up the stairs.

“hey where are my bags?” “I don’t know” “shouldn’t have someone brought them by now?” “yes” “well they will be here don’t worry” “I wasn’t” “hey Changmin why do you keep quiet?” “why not saves me having to say anything stupid at stupid times” “huh?” “see” Changmin stared at the floor as the others messed around Yoochun sat staring at his hands
“what is up with you?” “I hit her” “so?” “don’t you get it I hit a girl and not just any girl I hit my girl” “your girl?” “not in that way I know that will never happen but I hit her when I was supposed to have protect her I guess she was right to leave” “shut up maybe you should just talk to her” “Junsu how can I she doesn’t even want me to see her” Jaejoong slammed his fists on the table before storming to his room and sitting on the window seat “what’s up with him?” “I don’t know hey Changmin go see if he is ok” Yunho charged him “fine” Changmin followed Jaejoong “hey you ok?” “you stay the hell away from me” “why?” “you know don’t pretend to play all innocent” “I wasn’t I am innocent” Changmin smiled closing the door behind him and walked over to Jaejoong gently sitting on the bed behind him “get away” “im just sitting down besides I was told to see if you were ok so here I am” Jaejoong suddenly twitched he knew when he was alone with Changmin things happened things he wasn’t sure he liked suddenly Changmin had his arms around his waist and began to unbutton his trousers and sliding his cold hands into his boxers taking hold of Jaejoong’s member, Jaejoong closed his eyes as Changmin pleasured him “how do you say you don’t like it but let me do it?” “I don’t know I don’t know what im doing” “you want me to do it slower?” “yes” Jaejoong panted as Changmin caressed him slower releasing the pleasure Jaejoong moaned with each thrust of Changmin’s cold hand “I..” “woah Jaejoong you were horny” Changmin laughed as he let go of Jaejoong and sat back licking his fingers of Jaejoong “I wasn’t until you came” “tell me about it you don’t keep it in for long do you?” Changmin smiled as he left Jaejoong’s room to tell the others
“he’s fine just tired” “ah ok we leave him to sleep for awhile” “anyone seen Hea she’s not in my room?” “last I saw she was down in the lobby” “right I go” “no you stay her I will go” Yunho walked out to find Hea

“stupid why do I have to be afraid of small spaces?” she mumbled as she had only just made it to the eighth floor , Yunho got to the lobby “excuse me has Hea gone anywhere?” “no she took the luggage up the stairs I tried to tell her there was an elevator but she said she was scared of small spaces and then took the stairs” “haha really?” “yes really” “alright tch I guess I go help her then” “good for you”
Yunho ran up the stairs calling out her name “huh Yunho?” “what floor you on now?” “eighth I refuse to go any higher until I take a break” “ok I help” “what floor you on?” “fourth” “already?” “I run fast” “alright” Hea smiled as he ran and she sat on the stairs looking at her feet suddenly there were another set of feet “well?” “eh you got her fast” “I work out” “so you do” “um you was gonna carry all these by yourself?” “yes why?” “they have people for this you know” “yeah but they were all busy and I knew you all wanted your luggage and you all rely on me to get things done but I really didn’t want to let you all do…” before she could finish the sentence Yunho had pressed his lips against hers pushing her onto the luggage he kissed her hard placing his hands into hers as they lay together kissing passionately Hea pulled away “hey no if Yoochun finds out this happened he hurt you” “I don’t care besides you are your own woman you can do what you want hell you can even do who you want so come on lets get these things to their owners and we can finish this in our room” Yunho helped her to her feet Hea knew she shouldn’t be doing this but she wanted to be touched but it was the wrong person.

Ch12
“here are all your luggage sort it yourselves im gonna sit down” “huh” “she just carried them up the stairs” “what why?” “everyone was busy and she didn’t want to let us down” “I feel bad now” “why?” “for just leaving her there” Yoochun stood up “she be ok she is strong” “im gonna go say sorry to her” “um no she still doesn’t want to see or talk to you” Yunho pushed him away before leaving to his room closing the door behind him and sat on the chair Hea hid in the bathroom “Hea you ok?” “yeah im fine” “you coming or what?” “I don’t want to do anything with you” “huh but you were alright a moment ago” “was I you didn’t even give me the chance to say anything” Hea left the bathroom and sat on the window Yunho sat next to her and gently began to play with her fingers “get off me stop acting like this I am working for you I am not your whore” “huh but I?” “don’t even” Hea ran out of the room and ran past Yoochun and into the car park and hid behind a black car, Yoochun ran after her “Hea where are you” but she didn’t answer “Hea look I want to say sorry” but Hea stayed quiet as Yoochun searched around he saw her feet sticking out from behind his car he smiled as he walked around pretending to look for her “Hea I don’t know if you are here but please I need you to understand me” but she didn’t answer she looked as he walked around until she lost sight of him “phew I can leave” she sighed as she turned to leave “ah found you” Yoochun sat behind her so that when she turned she had to look directly at him “stay away from me” “Hea?” “I just” she stood to her feet ready to run but he grabbed her arm and shoved her into the back seat of his car and got into the drivers seat before driving away to a open space “now you have to listen to me” “no I don’t” Hea covered her ears  as Yoochun got out and pulled her with him “look” “get away from me” Hea ran from him stopping when she heard him shout “Hea your star is the brightest” Yoochun shouted Hea’s heart stopped freezing her to the spot Yoochun ran behind her “I still remember that night you told me your dream” “why?” “because it is important to me no you were important to me it was the night I was gonna ask you to be my girl but when I saw you smiling I knew our goals were different so I couldn’t ask” Hea looked at him “what’s so funny?” “nothing” Hea giggled Yoochun smiled confusedly “what?” “that night I remember too I told you my dream hoping you were gonna be the one I could share it but when you didn’t ask me I got cold like I was shut out I hated it I always thought you were gonna be the one but I guess I was wrong” Hea turned away and sniffled Yoochun put his arms around her shoulders Hea closed her eyes before pulling away

“no too late” “its not too late just let me” “I said no” Hea punched him before running but he grabbed her hand and pulled her close to him “you can stop being so strong now” “I cant” “he has gone everyone who can hurt you has gone” “no they haven’t” “huh?” “you can still hurt me” Yoochun’s heart stopped “I could never hurt you Hea I love you I always have” Hea pulled away and stood looking at him “you never did tell me what your reason for living was” Yoochun smiled Hea glared at him “you’re the reason” Hea mumbled “huh?” “I said you idiot you are the reason look I couldn’t just give up you I went away to try move on but I couldn’t I knew I wanted you in my life even if it was just a memory but that memory made me happy” Hea smiled as tears fell “and you know something the stupid house I live in I made sure there was room for both of us I just clinged to the hope that one day I’d find you and… and” Hea stumbled to find the words Yoochun grabbed hold of her and hugged her closer before smiling “you came back” he whispered as he looked at her Hea sniffled “hey no cry” he wiped away her tears before kissing her their hands held onto each other tightly with their bodies caressing each other closely “Hea let me hear your reason” “why?” “because then it will be real” Hea smiled as Yoochun held her tightly “my reason is you” she whispered.

Ch13

“hey so wonder if Hea is ok?” “why should we care?” “well she has been working hard for us” “I don’t care that’s her job besides if she wanted easy work she shouldn’t have chose this job” Yunho glared as his words echoed around the room Junsu hid behind his pillow “what do you think Changmin?” “who cares im going to sleep” he left the room leaving Junsu alone with Yunho “you what about you?” Junsu peeked our from behind the pillow and smiled “she deserves a break I mean she did carry the luggage to this floor” “I helped” “yeah with two bags” “shut up” Yunho got into his bed and turned away from Junsu who sat glaring “hey you asked what I thought and I told you so don’t get angry with me”
Changmin knocked on Jaejoong’s room “go away im sleeping” “yeah sounds like it anyway I need to talk” “I don’t want to talk to you” “oh come on” “no Changmin go away” Changmin took hold of the handle and let himself in finding Jaejoong lay on the bed shirtless “hey get out” “I need to talk” “fine talk but stay away from me you understand?” “yes but you are turning me on just by talking to me we need to do something about that so we not?” Changmin smiled as he bit his lower lip Jaejoong pulled on his shirt but Changmin tugged it “get off” “ooh naughty” Changmin smiled before pulling off Jaejoong’s shirt but it got caught covering his eyes Changmin leant closer placing a kiss onto his lips as he tried to pull off the shirt Jaejoong began to kiss him back tearing at Changmin’s jacket pushing him towards the door “we need to lock the door” Jaejoong whispered as he turned the lock on the door Changmin smiled as he pushed Jaejoong back onto the bed and lay on top of him gently kissing his chest before unbuttoning his jeans and sliding his hand into his boxers and gently taking hold of Jaejoong’s erect member “why you don’t fight me anymore?” Changmin smiled as he began to kiss Jaejoong’s neck gently biting with each touch of his lips Jaejoong gasped “because I want this too” he smiled as Changmin began to thrust his hand on his member making Jaejoong feel in heaven, “maybe we should try the other way” he moaned as Changmin moved him upright and kissed him “let me finish first” Changmin moved faster trying to make Jaejoong shout in ecstasy “I’m almost..” Jaejoong panted as Changmin smiled “done” Changmin kissed Jaejoong’s neck “you come quick” he whispered as Jaejoong fell forward onto the bed Changmin wrapped his arms around him “you know no one can ever find out about this” “I don’t care I am glad no one can know” “why?” “just imagine what they will say” “there is nothing wrong with being in love” Changmin smiled but then realised what he had just said Jaejoong looked at him “you love me?” “I tried not to” “but I” “I know you don’t love me” “no it’s not that it’s just we would have to hide to be with each other” “I wouldn’t care as long as im with you” Changmin smiled Jaejoong looked at him his smile wide Jaejoong was in love with him but was afraid to tell him.
“I want you” “huh?” “I want you” Jaejoong spoke Changmin smiled “really?” “yes” Jaejoong pulled off his jeans and tugged at Changmin’s trousers forcing him to unbutton them and taking them off “you know this is the first time I’ve” “it’s ok” Jaejoong slipped his hand into Changmin’s boxers and gently touched his erection Changmin gasped “we should” “I think so too” Changmin gently pushed Jaejoong back onto the bed so he was on his knee’s before quickly inserting himself into him Jaejoong shouted the pain was unbearable but he loved Changmin so he went with the pain ignoring it as Changmin thrust deeper into him Changmin worried for Jaejoong “am I hurting you?” “no” “you sure?” “I am” Jaejoong lied as Changmin thrust faster, Jaejoong cried out “Changmin faster im almost.. I” Changmin thrust faster leading Jaejoong to come Changmin pulled out and wrapped his arms around Jaejoong holding him tightly as they both lay in each others arms Jaejoong smiled as he looked at Changmin “hey dude I care for you” “but you cant tell me you love me?” “I don’t want to yet I want to say it when I mean it” “it’s ok I wont hurry you” Changmin kissed Jaejoong passionately as they fell asleep.

Secretly Jaejoong couldn’t tell him he loved him because his heart was already with someone else but it was too late Hea Yung to him will always be his friend nothing more.

Ch14
“Hea I made mistake” Yoochun looked at her as he sat in the driver seat “mistake?” “I let you leave” “hey you didn’t let me leave I left without you knowing I knew you would stop me I wanted you to stop me but I had to do it for myself” “huh if I had stopped you where would we be?” Hea looked at him “I’d be with my mother right now I wouldn’t be here with you and I wouldn’t be able to do this” Hea moved over to the driver seat and sat on Yoochun’s knee and slid her hands into his shirt as she leant forward to kiss him “what are you?”  “the things I wanted to do” Hea stopped and looked at him “what’s wrong?” Yoochun shook his head “there’s nothing wrong I just don’t think we should be doing this yet” Hea looked at him confused before moving away “we should get to the others” “yeah sure” Hea moved into the back seat and lay down staring at her hands before Yoochun started the car but then looked into the mirror at Hea he sighed and stopped the engine and climbed into the back seat taking hold of Hea and pulling her closer to him before whispering “I cant leave you like that” he smiled as he slid his hand into the front of her trousers and kissed her lips Hea began to un button his trousers and trail her fingers up his back  Yoochun kissed her harder laying her onto the seat and lay on top of her pleasured her until she screamed out his name “Yoochun I” “its ok just enjoy it” he smiled before kissing her neck lowering until he reached her trousers waistband then pulled them lower and began to kiss her caressing her inner thigh with his fingers as he inserted his tongue to pleasure her further sending her into heaven,

“Hea I love you” Yoochun smiled  Hea sat up and looked at him “you love me?” “yeah is that a problem?” “no just that it was weird” “why?” “no one has even gotten this close to me so” Yoochun hugged her “um we should get back to the others because you have to do a show tonight” “right I forgot but im just happy you are back in my life again” “aww you little romantic” Hea giggled
“hey they are back” “great” Hea and Yoochun walked into the room Junsu looked at them “um they seem happier now” “yeah maybe they both got laid” “god no” the manager stormed in and stood in front of Hea and Yoochun “now look what is going on here I thought I told you no girlfriends”  “she isn’t my girlfriend” “what?” Hea glared at him before hitting him “I knew it” she stormed out of the room and into Yunho’s room and hid in the bathroom “what the?” Jaejoong stood up “you know Yoochun you are an asshole you don’t know how she feels at all” “what?” “you heard me” Yoochun looked at himself in the mirror “you know what yes she is my girl and I don’t care what anyone else says or thinks I have spent too long without her now that she is back in my life I don’t want her to go again” he yelled slamming his feet onto the floor “well too late I have to fire her”  “no she needs the job if you fire her I will quit” “Yoochun?” “like I said” “me too” Jaejoong joined in “an me” Junsu stepped in Yunho looked at Changmin “you know what me to” Yunho stood next to Junsu Hea snuck out of the bathroom and stood at the boy’s doorway looking through the gap “Changmin?” the manager asked “you too?” “hmm I don’t know is she really worth it?” Changmin looked at Yoochun Jaejoong smiled “she knows a lot you know even the building” he smiled “eh me too I want her to stay” he smiled the manager looked “fine she can stay but you guys are responsible for her if she messes up you guys sort it ok?” “yes sir” Hea ran in and hugged Yoochun “I knew you were lying” “how?” “because I know you dummy” she smiled “well right then I officially make you my girl ok?” “ok”
“Hea I need you to ready the van for the boys and you need to go to the hall before they do check on security and the V.I.P room ok?” Hea bowed “I’m on it” Hea smiled as she kissed Yoochun on the cheek and made her way to the hall.
Yoochun fought for Hea now he wasn’t going to let her go.

~END~

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