A second chance would be his last!

A second chance would be his last!

Rating: Medium

Starring: Changmin and Yoochun.

I saw him sitting alone as my friends and I hung out "you should go over and say hi" "no I’m a stranger" "so?" This is where it all started and where it all started to go wrong I walked over to him and sat a little away from him placing my drink next to me "big mistake" I thought so I went to move it out of the way but ended up spilling it all over him "ah sorry, really sorry" he stood up and turned around to yell at me but then our eyes locked "I didn’t mean to spill it" "it's ok" he smiled helping me from the floor "what's your name?" "My name?" "Yeah you have one right?" "Yeah it's...” but before I could tell him my name my boyfriend ran behind me "hey what's going on?" "I just spilt my drink"

"ok well everything ok?" my boyfriend Yoochun cared so much but spent so little time with me "well we are going to be late" "for what?" "Did you forget?" "Sorry" I turned to my friends to wave goodbye then I walked away leaving Yoochun I thought he was following me but I guess not

"You haven’t even told her who I am having you?" "I want to keep the band part from her" "why?" "just for a little while I want to be me with her not the other me" "right but shouldn’t she know your friends you seem to know hers" "I want to keep it quiet for a little longer promise me you wont tell her" "sure buddy"

I turned to see where he was I caught him talking to the other guy "Yoochun?" "Oh sorry"

"So everything ok?" "Yes perfect" he went quiet I knew there was something going on but why was he lying to me? "Yoochun I don’t want to go I just wanna go home" "why?" "I suddenly don’t feel so good" "ok I’ll take you home and you can rest ok" "thank you" we went home if we were going to argue I didn’t want to do it in public.

"You know I have messed up a few time right?" "Yep a few but I forgave you every time because I care about you" "I know" he went quiet again something was wrong I had to ask him

"Are you ok you keep going quiet have I done anything wrong?" "No it's not you it's" "great so is this the end of us?" I looked at him smiling away "no nothing like that I just haven’t been telling you the truth" "what?" "Sorry but I can’t tell you" "its ok you don’t have to tell me if it's hard for you to say I don’t like seeing you in pain" "and that’s what is hard" "what is?" "you being so nice you shouldn’t I have been lying to you" he looked like he was going to cry so I wrapped my arms around his shoulders I wanted to let him know it was ok he didn’t have to tell me "Yoochun please don’t worry" "I cant help it" "just stop" suddenly his phone rang "leave it" "I cant" "fine go ahead" he ran out of the room I lay on the bed I had to make a decision I needed to spend time with him without interruptions but it never happened he was always too busy.

"Hey I gotta go but I will be back later ok?" "Ok" I watched as he left me alone suddenly it felt lonely I went for a walk it was cold so I sat on a wall looking out into the sky when I heard a voice "hey no drink this time?" "Ah no" "you ok?" "Yeah" "you don’t look like it" "I am ok" he sat next to me "boyfriend problems?" "How?" "I know the look" "right by the way I still get your name" "oh um it's Changmin" I looked at him "as in the band DBSK Changmin?" "The one and only" "well hi nice to meet you waaait isn’t Yoochun in the same band" "yeah I guess he didn’t tell you who he really was or who I was?" "No he didn’t I thought we could share everything I guess I was wrong again why does this keep happening to me" "it's happened more than once?" "It doesn’t matter it's done I’ve had enough" "wait?" "What?" "don’t walk away from him” “why he argh you know what I cant be angry with him even if I tried I love him too much” I sat back down on the wall staring at my fingers “you know he wanted to tell you” “well why didn’t he, he knows he can trust me” “it’s not that I cant say why just wait a little longer he will tell you” “I’d wait forever for him I’d even go to the end of the world just to find him” I sounded stupid but it’s true I love him so much I’d pretty much sacrifice my life to save his “well go home” “yes sir” I smiled before running home finding him standing at the door

“Look you don’t have to tell me anything I don’t care I only care that you are happy” with that he pulled me inside locking the door behind me and holding me tightly before he whispered “you make me happy”